Oh, why not?

Hey guys, just thought I'd amuse you with this massive offline MSN message I sent to my ex, Rob:

Robert, you really were a royal waste of time, but it'd still be nice to catch up. Been through so much since November '07, I could write a novel on it, I swear. Sorry for the insulting opening, I'm just in a crappy mood tonight. I mean, hey, you were a dim witted, self centered, insensitive, cowardly little shit, but I wasn't much better. I was a jealous, paranoid, naive, foolish, needy bitch.

You were cowardly because you never even broke up with me, you just lost faith in what we had (which wasn't much, if anything, let's face it) and let me slip away, leaving me dazed and confused. I never bothered asking, I just figured you weren't worth my time and effort.. AND money, which you really weren't.

I'm genuinely sorry this is so spiteful, but I really can't be arsed being polite. Also, I'm extremely pissed off at the moment and need to express my anger on something, not that you'll ever get this. Doubt you'll be able to read it anyway.

See, I really am pissed off.

I've been meaning to get in touch since MARCH, but i never got around to it. I texted you in April, which I'm not sure you got or not; my suspicion is that you just never replied.

Hey, remember, you're not the only one that stuffed up. I stuffed up too, I bothered with you in the first place!

I'm guessing you're doing your apprenticeship now, I hope that's going well. It's your only hope in a career anyway. I, on the other hand, am getting top marks and going into VCE next year. I'm also student leader and mentor. But hey, at least you'll earn a lot of cash once you're full time and everything, more than me, anyway.

Well, if you must, reply. I don't care. I didn't write this for a reply, I wrote it to put my feelings in writing and let out some anger. Oh, I'm ever so slightly pissed. Take care.. I guess.

Youuu fatass dumb shit.



Well, that's it. I haven't had communication with this guy since 11/11/07, so I thought I'd make one last attempt. I was indeed under the influence of alcohol, me being me I'd never write something like that fully sober; there I was somewhat unihibited. I read this to Ezra and he pissed himself laughing, as did my Mum. I may tell you guys the story of Rob and I at some stage soon, but as for now I can't really be arsed :P 

Take care, y'all. Thanks for reading. 
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Comments

  1. EasyToSay

    Haha… I laughed a little, but was wondering did you send it? More importantly did he reply??

    Btw 11/11 is my birthday, so I noticed that date!

    Hope you have a great week.

    June 30, 2008
  2. Mezlie

    Thanks, E2S! I did send it, and no, he hasn’t replied yet, I don’t care if he does or doesn’t really. :P

    Oooh, coincidence, there.

    You have a great week, too. _ Take care.

    June 30, 2008
  3. LuckyJulia

    Oh, I’d never send such letter, because I’m usually too shy… So, I admire you for doing this!

    June 30, 2008
  4. meredith

    May I borrow that letter, change a few words and send it to Brian?

    June 30, 2008
  5. Mezlie

    Thanks, guys!

    LuckyJulia – normally I’d be too shy to send that letter, but a glass or two of wine fixed that.

    Meri – Haha!!! My pleasure.

    BunnieMarie – Definitely. No question.

    July 01, 2008
  6. dea0914

    wow..good job!..i’ve never met anyone who’d be so brave and bold enough to do that..sober or drunk..that was very very cool!..you rock!..(^_^)v

    July 04, 2008
  7. Mezlie

    Thank you, dea! Your support means a lot to me.
    It didn’t really take that much courage for me, I didn’t really even think about doing it in the first place – it was very spur of the moment, so to speak

    July 04, 2008